[identity profile] gelsey.livejournal.com posting in [community profile] rarepair_shorts
Author: [livejournal.com profile] gelsey
Recipient: [livejournal.com profile] myownmuggle
Title: Fallen
Pairing: Viktor/Hermione
Request: Our greatest glory is not in never falling, but in getting up every time we do. – Confucius
Rating: PG-13 to be safe
Word Count: 784
Summary: The first lesson of flying is to get back up when you fall down.
Author's Notes: Inspired from several things and people (Bambu, you among others). Thanks to [livejournal.com profile] delayed_poet for looking at it.



No one ever expected him to fall.

Viktor Krum was internationally acclaimed. He was an expert flyer, capable of the Wronski Feint, among other dangerous moves. He’d crashed once or twice, but never more spectacularly than a broken bone. Well, he thought darkly, it wasn’t like this isn’t a broken bone. The difference being that even though the spine could be healed, not even magic could fix what the broken bone had damaged.

Such injuries weren’t unheard of, of course, on the Quidditch circuit, but they were rather rare. So many unseen precautions were in place, including people to cast slowing spells to catch someone who falls if they can. They tried with him, Viktor knew. He could remember the spell snagging him, trying to slow him; it even succeeded somewhat. But nothing could help the angle he landed at, just enough velocity on just enough of a jut in the ground to crack his vertebra.

It ended everything, he thought. There was no way to ride a broomstick, not when he couldn’t control his legs, and it was like he no longer had them. Just two heavy, useless things. He was told he was lucky—he had control just above his waist. But without his legs, he didn’t feel lucky, not at all.

Most days he spent brooding at the window or in darkness, depending on the depth of his depressed mood. The sky made him bitter, but the lack of sky made him restless and despondent. Visitors were few and far between. His teammates couldn’t bear him or the reminder of that this could happen to them. The groupies weren’t interested in a crippled player, at least one who couldn’t walk—or do other things. And his friends, well… most of his friends fell into one of those groups or the other.

So he ignored the knock at the door, staring out the window into the dark. He only looked up when someone huffed. “Well, they told me you were grumpy, but they didn’t tell me you’d knocked all your manners out of your head,” said a familiar voice. His head jerked reflexively.

“Hermione?” he said, clutching vainly at the blanket over his dead legs.

She flicked a wand and lit the lamps, coming in with a faint smile of exasperation on her lips. “Viktor. I’m sorry it took so long, I didn’t hear until just the other day,” she said quietly, eyes on his, not glancing at him to assess him like everyone else did.

“You should not be here,” he told her, still taken aback by her sudden arrival. He hadn’t seen her in months; last she’d told him, she was off on a trip to America, to study runic magic with a Native American shaman.

“Why not?” she asked frankly, pulling a chair to sit next to him. “You don’t return my owls, you don’t tell me you were hurt… of course I’m going to come.” She reached out to put her hand over his on his lap, but he jerked his hands away, trying to pull from her touch completely. She frowned at him and stubbornly but gently laid her hand on his knee, though he couldn’t feel it. He watched it warily, as if it was a spider ready to attack.

“You just. You should not,” he said shortly, even less eloquent than usual.

Her lips set. “Stubborn,” she said, but her hand remained. She was, he knew intimately, very stubborn herself. Perhaps, he thought looking at her, more stubborn than him, he realized.

“Hermione…”

“The first lesson of flying you taught me, Viktor, was to get back up when you fall down.” It had been a series of hard lessons, and he had made her get back up on the broom every single time until she was competent if not greatly skilled on it.

“I can’t get up ever again,” he said bitterly, gesturing at his dead and useless legs.

“How do you know, if you don’t try?” she challenged, eyes bright as she leaned toward him. “You haven’t even tried the therapies yet. Try, Viktor.”

Her pleading hurt; her hope hurt. His shoulders hunched and he wanted to look away, but he couldn’t. Not from her, who suffered from her own hurts and persevered every day. He leaned forward, hand curving around the back of her neck as his head rested against hers. He took one breath, and another, and she let him have that silence, mirroring his position, fingers carded into his hair at the back of his neck.

“I’ll try,” he said finally, and she smiled, moved forward, and slid onto his lap, nudging his head onto her shoulder and holding him tight.

Date: 2012-07-20 04:41 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] delayed-poet.livejournal.com
As I said before, I do really adore this! There are so many hints of the history between them and so much hope for what may come. I'm glad that she's helping him find the strength to try, even if he may not be successful in walking and, therefore, flying again. Lovely, dear!

Date: 2012-07-20 04:46 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] bambu345.livejournal.com
Oh, yes. This! This is fantastic. She's exactly that sort of friend, and she's exactly that sort of woman. I can easily see him being utterly and completely shattered by the fall (pun not intended). And I suspect there will be more for them in the cards.

Date: 2012-07-20 02:10 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] bambu345.livejournal.com
It's the sort of piece that is either a one-shot or a very long story. I think you resolved it perfectly. There's a lot of hope and possibility shining in the offing.
Edited Date: 2012-07-20 02:11 pm (UTC)

Date: 2012-07-21 03:57 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] leigh-adams.livejournal.com
I really liked this! I love the way you portrayed Viktor's dark mood -- it was very believable and tangible! For a man like him to go from being one of the best fliers in the world to nothing like that, it would definitely change a person. And the way Hermione came to him was very simple and sweet -- I've always had a soft spot for these two together, and you did a great job with them!

Thanks for sharing! :D

Date: 2012-07-22 10:05 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] talesofsnape.livejournal.com
Yes. We frequently see fics with Hermione nursing an ailing Snape, but this, I think is the first time I've seen her care like this for Viktor, and it's just so completely in character for her to have allowed things to putter along and let him miss replies to a few letters without worrying too much, but to drop everything when she finds out the reason for his attempting to distance himself. A friend indeed, and who knows what else in time.

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