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rarepairs_mod ([personal profile] rarepairs_mod) wrote in [community profile] rarepair_shorts2013-01-22 10:52 pm

A gift for nathaniel_hp: In silence I watched you (Remus/Regulus, PG-13)

Author: [got lost on the moving staircases]
Recipient: [livejournal.com profile] nathaniel_hp
Title: In silence I watched you
Pairing: Regulus Black/Remus Lupin
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: ~700 words
Summary: Have you ever wondered what happens before Regulus and Remus talked to each other? This is that story.
Author's Notes: A huge thanks to [livejournal.com profile] icicle33 for being my beta. This is my first fest entry and she was a big help. [livejournal.com profile] nathaniel_hp, I wanted to give you a getting-together story, but Regulus was being stubborn. I hope that this story still manages to tickle your fancy.

Dark, dreary, gray days - Regulus loved them. There was something quite comforting about those days where most were lost in a fog of sadness. People always dropped their guard when they were lost. It wasn’t that Regulus enjoyed harming those souls, but he took small pleasures in seeing them squirm and struggle. This was especially true when it came to Sirius.

Pulling his jacket over his shoulders, Regulus watched from afar as Sirius and his friends walked to Hagrid’s hut. There was something off about the usually cheerful group. They were usually so loud if not to say rambunctious. But today, that wasn’t the case. While Sirius and Potter exchanged jokes, Lupin trailed behind in silence. Somehow, with each step Lupin took he managed to pull further back. What an odd boy that Lupin was.

A few days later, during the middle of breakfast, Regulus saw Lupin again. From his seat at the Slytherin table, Regulus watched how detached Lupin was from all of the boisterous Gryffindor morning activities. Even as Sirius made a fool of himself for the amusement of his housemates, Lupin only gave a small smile. What had happened between the both of them? Sirius and Lupin always seemed in tune with one another. And now, it seemed that Sirius couldn’t do anything to please Lupin. No joke, pleasantry or tomfoolery made Lupin laugh if it came from Sirius.

Left to his own devices, Lupin stayed on the sidelines, that much Regulus knew. However, surrounded by Sirius, Lupin often edged closer to the center of attraction. Now, Lupin practically shunned Sirius. The closer Sirius was to Lupin, the more Lupin retreated into himself. Yes, there was certainly something off about Lupin.

As Regulus caught himself thinking about Lupin more than was strictly necessary, breakfast ended as the Great Hall’s enchanted ceiling thundered and broke into rain.

Breakfast gave way to Regulus’ free period, which he often spent hidden behind piles of books in the library. As of late, Lupin could also be found spending most of his free periods behind piles of library books. In fact, he had taken a permanent seat across from Regulus. The both of them had settled into some kind of routine where they would nod as a way of greeting before turning their attention to their homework. The only thing they shared together was the sound of their scratching quills.

Their quiet routine was interrupted by Sirius, who dragged an unwilling Lupin away behind the stacks. Fortunately for Sirius, the rain battering off the window managed to drown his loud voice. All the same, Regulus managed to catch a few words: “forgive me”, “I’m sorry”, “Snivellus”, and “please”.

Rid of Sirius, Lupin returned to his seat and gave Regulus an apologetic smile before returning to his homework. Seeing Lupin refuse Sirius had thrilled Regulus.

Regulus had never payed much attention to Lupin, but as they silently worked in the library, Lupin began to occupy a lot of Regulus’ thoughts. Regulus noticed how Lupin bit his bottom lip while working on his Charms assignment. When Lupin scratched his nose with the end of his quill, Regulus noted the pale freckles peppering the bridge on Lupin’s nose. Regulus even noticed those well hidden scars on Lupin’s wrists and forearms.

Those scars. Regulus imaged that he’d have some fun with them. He’d enjoy running his fingers on the raised edges of them before pressing hard. Maybe he’d earn a gasp or two from Lupin as he’d soothe the pain by licking the scars. Yes, that would be a delightful way to spend his time. Shifting in his chair, Regulus managed to scribble down a few more sentences before discreetly slipping a hand between his legs and re-arranging himself.

No longer able to focus on his work, Regulus packed his parchment papers, quill, and inkpot into his bag and got up from his chair. For the second time that day, Lupin and Regulus’ routine was broken.

“Remus,” said Regulus with a small tilt of his head. Remus didn’t look up from his parchment paper but he smiled as he wrote. Regulus thought this was the sweetest smile he’d ever seen. Maybe Remus was worth more than Regulus had previously thought.

[identity profile] alley-skywalker.livejournal.com 2013-01-23 02:38 am (UTC)(link)
Very Regulus to be so quietly observant. And I wonder what Sirius did to piss Remus off like that ;)
evening12: (Dress // name)

[personal profile] evening12 2013-02-11 12:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you for thinking so. I'd never written Regulus before so I took some time to think of who he might be like so I'm happy it worked for you.
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[personal profile] brightflower 2013-01-23 05:01 am (UTC)(link)
Nice! I quite like your Regulus and I think you portrayed his feelings really well.
evening12: (teal//name)

[personal profile] evening12 2013-02-11 12:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you! I'm so happy that you enjoyed Regulus.

[identity profile] nathaniel-hp.livejournal.com 2013-01-27 07:18 pm (UTC)(link)
Remus/Regulus = <3

That is an intriguing take on Regulus. I can see him as being the quiet observer. The hint of cruelity is an interesting part of his characterisation.
It makes absolut sense that the two quiet boys would start to interact over Remus's withdrawal from the Marauders, and Sirius especially, after the prank.
I totally see Regulus watching his older brother at school and I like how you show us the brothers' relationship through Regulus approaching/being intrigued by Remus.

Lovely fic, thank you so much!
evening12: (Dress // name)

[personal profile] evening12 2013-02-11 01:01 pm (UTC)(link)
Eeeep!!! Thanks a whole bunch for commenting!! I was really hoping that the way I portrayed the pairing worked for you :D I'm a big Remus/Sirius fan so I had to insert some Sirius in this fic somehow and I figured this way might work out.

I really enjoyed writing for you. Thanks for the inspiration.
icicle33: (hot chocolate)

[personal profile] icicle33 2013-01-28 06:44 am (UTC)(link)
*hugs* Yay, this came out so great. I so love your Regulus in this, how he over thinks things and the hopeful ending. You should write more of this pairing in the future.
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[personal profile] evening12 2013-02-11 01:04 pm (UTC)(link)
*squishes* thank you for beta-ing the story!!!

I might dabble with these two again but I'm not quite sure when...or what would happen. I'm quite found of this storyline.
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[personal profile] evening12 2013-02-11 01:02 pm (UTC)(link)
thank you!